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ok. so i've been getting ENOUGH spam regarding quite a few things.

1.) my level of intelect.
2.) various other things
3.) my personal life
4.) my love life.

so here it is;

1. Yes. i am VERY MUCH WELL aware that Nightwing is a DC Comics character. i did NOT state that the Nightwing that i use is Dick Grayson. in fact the history of my nightwing is that in the beginning he (like dick and the others) was A Robin for a brief time but went off to go by another name. he simply took the name Nightwing when 1.) bruce Died/Went back in time. and 2. When Dick became batman but turned down the role of him.

2. Really? trolls? don't you think you've had enough? seriously if people can't tell fantasy or whatever then whose the real retard? i mean come on. apparently i should say this so listen when i really mean this. if i didn't have an escape, i'd kill myself. i'm not professionally publishing anything. if anything i'm doing this ALL for fun. i wrote most of it  cause i felt like it. i wanted to post it on here to see what you guys think. i mean for god sakes, don't you think i've had enough shit go on in my life that maybe for ONCE i deserve an escape? i mean my family life with my sisters, is shit. my love life, is shit. my relationships with friends or people who want to get to know me, is, well, Shit. Work everything. Shit. maybe i deserve an escape, maybe i deserve to write. i'm not publishing it for Monitary purposes. yes i do want to kill myself at times. but maybe THIS is a BETTER way of cooling and calming myself down.

3. again, Life in general, is shit. Friend is Leaving for Utah in August for 2 years. other former-friends are treating me a villian, got no chance in anything at work and church makes me feel more and more like garbage.

4. a lot of people are telling me that they're going to be here for me, friends both male and female, and i appreciate that more and more every day. but maybe i just want to come home to someone with a smile cause they're happy to see me or get a text from them or for them to call for no reason other than the fact that they missed me.

yes, in that story when "The Hooker" wanted to "show me a good time" I (in the story) turned her down. i put a lot of thought into my writing method. even stuff i WOULD go through. yes to me, Sex is NOT important but it should mean something, not just jump into bed with someone at the drop of the hat and not have them be there. maybe i'm ready for something real. so i put myself in the stories not to be a Mary sue, but for it to be an escape.

it's bad enough that i've given myself a time limit to where i would end my life should the right things shouldn't come along. i'm 28. to some, my life is initially over. to people in their 50's my life is only beginning and i have a lot to look forward to. but my youngest sister is 20. all my sisters have Children. the only thing people think i deserve is to be treated like garbage by others or some hooker to only want me.

if you want a breif what my life is like? it's Sunday. wake up. go to church. deal with people who want to treat me like garbage all because they think i'm worthless and they like to think i've done NOTHING good. my sisters take the sides of their friends. my sisters treat me like i'm stupid. my stepmom considers me the creepy uncle. i'm stuck beneath an Idiot and a retard for my chances to extend in my job. every woman i've been with has moved on and thought of me as a mistake. so truthfully, i think i have every reason to off myself. but i Don't. not yet. not until i'm certain.

so there you have it. why i write, severe honesty. you name it. if you seriously want to care make sure that you do. i'm not going to wait around for friends or watchers to want to care when i do. but that's just how i am. if the people i watch are feeling like crap i'll talk to them about it. but yeah i keep to myself and don't lean on others cause maybe i don't want to be hurt again. so i look for escape.

which, i intend to do right now. (the writing that is.)

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Chapter 1 of 4: Rising

*a Motor Cycle passes by a sign*

Sign: “Huntington 5 miles”

Sign below it: Visitors Turn back Now. ~J

Flashback:

Girl: “i don’t want to be with you...”

End Flashback

Man: Each mile brings back More memories. Like... Like i’m not allowed to forget...like the memories are...can only die with me. Only thing distracting me...is the roar of the motor and concentrating on the road.

{Tucson,}

{Earlier. Days before.}

Woman I: You’re going to let some {Spanish Expletive} of a woman let your emotions get the better of you.

Man: “you know how i am.”

Woman: “i think it’s stupid.”

Man: “you would too.”

Woman: “did you let dad know?”

Man: “no. He’ll be the last.”

{Present}

*Passes by a sign*

*Gas Gauge says “E”*

      Told myself this. That i’ll stay wherever i break down. Gas is Out but not broken down. I can see a gas station about a mile from here. Looks like a town.

{Tucson}

Man 2: “you’re Leaving Tucson?”

Man: “there’s Nothing left for me here, Joe. Tabby is Gone. My hope in the church. Gone. Possibility for Improvement at Work, Gone. I have, Nothing.”

Joe: “How do you plan to do it.”

Man: “i have a motorcycle a friend is giving me. I have my license. No hitchhikers. Just me.”

*Man goes to a Closet*

*takes out a jacket*

Joe: “one year my aunt bought and sent a Replica of the Wolverine Jacket Hugh Jackman wore in the Franchise. Unfortunately she sent me the one that was a little to short for me. My uncle then sent over the one that was just my size. I think this one’ll fit you just right”

{Presently}

*gets off the motorcycle.*

*Takes his helmet off*

*Walks through the door after opening it.*

Man: “$20.00 on pump 9 and the recent Issue of Batman Eternal”

*Room goes silent*

Old Man: “A...at once sir.”

*Old Man turns around and picks up a comic*

        “our guy will be right with it. Just...go sit. Something t-to d-dr-drink.”

Man: “Diet Dew. If you have it.”

*Turns and walks away*

*Sits down*

*Another Man Walks over*

Man III: “You Signed your Own Death warrant with Buying that Comic Book, Kid.”

Man: “Not Now, bub, i’m not in the mood to be threatened.”

*A woman sets down the drink*

Man III: “Ain’t threatening you, Kid. Giving you a Heads up. Youngguns like you Ain’t seen around these Parts. Mostly full of Ol’ Vets like myself or very few of em.”

Man IV: “They Don’t last Long anyways. Everyone your age is either dead or afraid to go outside. Take Yer Pick.”

*Drinks his dew*

Man: “if there’s one thing i learned in life. It’s you can’t live in fear.”

Man III: “That’s what we all thought at first. But what does that ever accomplish? Aside from being a new Corpse every other day and Funerals for your children.”

Man: “it all adds up.”

*Finishes his dew.*

Woman: “This place isn’t safe for outsiders. Take your bike and your comic and leave as soon as you can.”

Man: “Didn’t plan on staying. Just Lunch and Gas.”

Old Man: “you didn’t order any food.”

Man: “a Drink then.”

Old Man: “you’re gonna starve if you survive off nothing but Dew Alone.”

*Man gets up*

*Tosses a 20 on the counter*

Man: “split that amongst your workers.”

*walks out the door.*

      “She Ready yet?”

Old Man II: “Gettin’ Pretty Late son.”

Man: “i have a Light. Hyped up on dew. I should be good.”

Old Man II: “The next town isn’t for another 20 miles. You expect to sleep on the highway?”

Man: “Should it matter?”

*picks his helmet up.*

     “besides. I haven’t slept in days.”

Man: “it fits.”

Joe: “thought it might.”

Man: “dunno if i’ll ever be back.”

Joe: “we get it, Rob. We get it”

Man/Rob: “Good Luck with those two years.”

{Presently}

Old Man II: “There’s a few rooms upstairs. We haven’t had any guests in them. Your welcome to use one. Free of charge.”

Rob: “...Sure.”

*Parks his bike*

       “Guy out there said there was a room i could use. Free of charge.”

Old Man: “your Name?”

Rob: “Robert Matteson.”

Old Man: “any bags?”

Rob: “Just one. I’ll take care of it.”

Old Man: “you’re going to be in Room 52.”

Rob: “Course i am”

{Later}

Woman: “Shower is down the hall to the left.”

Rob: “Thanks.”

Woman: “you’re pretty on edge. you know that right?”

Rob: “This whole Damn town is on Edge.”

Woman: “What’s your Deal?”

Rob: “Deal?”

Woman: “your Attitude.”

Rob: “i’ve been getting different Attitudes since I've been here. Scared, Angry, some Concern.”

Woman: “you’re a New Face here so i’ll speak the truth. You should leave at first light. Eat. Leave.”

*Woman Leaves*

“This town, Changes People. There’s fear here.”

Rob: “you can’t live in fear.”

Woman: “Then why are you here?”

Rob: “Why?”

Woman: “You’re in this town cause you left yours. Why are you here?”

Rob: “someone broke my heart. So i’m Following it.”

Woman: “are you following your heart? Or Running from your fear”

Rob: “I haven’t figured that out yet...”

Woman: “There’s not just fear here...There’s Evil. you shouldn’t be here.”

{Later}

Old Man: “we made good money. Let’s hope he doesn’t hear about him and his Actions.”

Woman: “he won’t. Probably just send him a warning.”

Old Man: “he doesn’t send warnings, Joselyn.”

Joselyn: “Don’t remind me.”

*touches her side*

*Rob Comes down*

*Adjusts his jacket*

Rob: “Going for a walk”

Old Man: “you should take someone with you.”

Rob: “Don’t need it.”

*walks out the door*

{Later}

Woman III: “Spare some change sir?”

*Rob gives her a 20.00 bill*

   

       “God be with you so much sir.”

*Rob keeps walking*

*a woman in black jeans and black shirt walks up to him*

Woman IV: “Looking for a good time? I’ll make it worth your while”

Rob: “Sorry... Not interested right now.”

*Walks past her.*

Woman IV: “i can do whatever you want. Lights on, Lights off. Covers or  no covers. Even video. Just name it and i’ll...”

Rob: “listen, Dear heart. Your offer is tempting...very tempting. It is. But you’re better than this. Way better. I’m sure your family must be worried.”

Woman: “i... don’t have a family. This is how i support myself. So You got a room in this town or--”

Rob: “listen Ms--”

Woman: “Harley. Like the motorcycle. Which you can ride.”

Rob: “i’m...going through a lot right now. I just need to be alone.”

*walks away*

Harley: “God be with you...”

{Tucson}

{The Past}

Woman V: “a Leave of Absence?”

Woman VI: “are we even allowed to do that?”

Rob: “Too much on my mind. Not exactly mentally stable at the moment.”

Woman VII: “whatever this is about we can help you through it. ”

Rob: “thanks amber, but this is something that needs to be done.”

Woman V: “you’ll call won’t you?”

Rob: “have you ever known me not to?”

*Walks away*

*Woman VI follows*

Woman VI: “Rob. Wait.”

*Rob stops.*

Rob: “what do you want tabbs?”

Tabbs: “Just like that. You’re leaving. You’re saying good-bye and you’re leaving”

Rob: “it’s a drifter thing. You wouldn’t Understand”

Tabbs: “i would if you would just tell me”

Rob: “let’s not have it out now, tabbs.”

Tabbs: “Then Listen. You used to call me Tabby with a Smile. What she leaves, you stick to tabbs and the smile fades?”

Rob: “once upon a time”

Tabbs: “that’s it...isn’t it?”

Rob: “stay gold, Tabbs.”

*Walks away*

*walks out the doors.*

Man: “least you said goodbye to her.”

Rob: “i’ve had her back for a long time. Over a year. By the time we were starting to get to know each other it was too late. Now look where we are. I can’t have her back and it’s too late for me to wish she cared.”

Man: “question”

Rob: “Answer.”

Man IV: “When you think with your heart. What is it you want?”

Rob: “her. I miss her.”

Man: “tell her that then. I can’t decide it for you.”

Rob: “and this Running away thing?”

Man: “i think...whatever you decide is best.”

*Rob and Man IV hug*

Rob: “Thanks, Dad.”

{Later.}

{Someplace Else.}

Rob: “it’s Ironic you know. A place so dark, Grim and Dank can be end up feeling more like home than any place else”

Voice: “why are you here?”

Rob: “To get a Reminder. Of who i was when this started. A Weak, pathetic, 9-year old who couldn’t stand up to anyone or anything. Somehow getting so damned lucky to find a portal to this Universe. Being trained by you. Coming here and having this place be a second home. You’ve taught me a lot. How to fight. Hone my skills. But it didn’t stop with you. She taught me combat. He and you both helped me stick to my morals. I must’ve been offered several times to use my skills on my earth. Several. Times. Each new hero who;d buy those damn full body suits and fight crime made me feel mocked. Doesn’t mean when the need arose i didn’t help people. Yeah. I wore a mask. A hoodie and disguise my voice so some punk looked like a fool. I must’ve tossed several hoodies. Yes, you saw me more times when i’d get my heart broken by some bitch who’d go for a game playing scumbag and end up pregnant. But you kept me on the right path. Even when i wanted to kill. You help the broken. The abandoned. Those who look for justice even when there isn’t any that could be found. And we, we thank you for that.”

*walks over to a table and takes a bag.*

Rob: “take an abandoned military bunker, and fill it with trinkets. Old memories. We can blame Media featuring you. Bit it’s helped with my designs. And i couldn’t have done it without your help.”

*opens the bag.*

    “Everything's in there. Good. You’ve gotta admit it’s funny. Me making a suit with zero intent on wearing it. Right down to every measurement, all the tools. I probably got that from the movies.”

    *Closes the bag*

    

    “i’ve kept quiet these 20 years. I’ve told no one of my activities.”

    *Man V turns around in his chair wearing a Batman outfit*

    

     “Dick Said it was ok to use his symbol and name should the time ever come. But i owe everything to you. That's why the costume is how it is.”

Bruce: “when do you come back?”

Rob: “i don’t really know. Probably when the next big crisis hits or when i get back to Tucson. I’ll call Alfred. Tell him I‘m safe. If i get into trouble i've got the Beacon so...i dunno.”

*Walks away*

*Turns*

     “so...see you whenever...Bruce”

{Presently}

*Woman III Runs down the Alley*

     What the... That was the Homeless woman from before.

*Woman Screams*

     Ok. That’s NOT good.

*Runs towards the Ally*

*Goes down the Ally*

*The woman Lays on the Ground beside a Man in a Costume*

*Kneels beside her.*

            I smell blood “Can you hear me?”

*Woman whispers*

            {Deeper voice} “Who did this...?”

Woman III: “J...jf...K-kill....”

*Woman Closes her eyes*

*Rob gets up*

Rob: she’s gone...Dammit. I could’ve saved her.  Why didn’t....wait. I hear something. Footsteps coming--

*Arm Wraps around Robs Neck*

Voice: “Just my lucky day. 3 kills in one Night”

*Digs a Knife into Robs side*

*Rob Screams*

Man: “Shh...”

*Turns the Knife*

*Man has Long Black hair, Pale Skin, a Smile carved onto his face, black eyes, wears a white hoodie and Black jeans*

     “Go...To...Sleep.”

*Takes the Knife out*

*Rob Falls*

*Grabs his side*

*Rob Groans*

Rob: Gotta apply pressure. Focus on...focus on...sub-pocket...

*Man stabs him in the arm*

*Rob Groans again.*

Man: “i SAID”

*Robs arms falls.*

*Rob closes his eyes.*

          “Go. To. Sleep”

*Woman Runs up*

To Be Continued.

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   Um... ok. so sometime earlier this week i brought up The NvsJtK coming up by Sunday.

i proof read it. kept what i wanted to keep. (people who hate words like Can't/won't/i'll will get antsy but who cares.)

Well the day AFTER I proof read it i started on Issue two.

14 pages done.

Wow. REALLY!!! i couldn't have the writers stump i did weeks ago?

point being. you'll probably be seeing another one next week after all.

also, i will start messaging my watchers on here. i used to message you guys back and forth alot and somewhere/sometime ago i lost track. so PLEASE. keep an eye on your notes.
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So why do i bother? i have NO Clue.

but i got the script finished. what's next? well if i decide to post it ahead of schedule why not?

here's what i can do. have it be by weekly. posting every other wednesday.

Maybe?
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Finished 8 Pages So far of the NvJtK. going to stop at 12 pages. frankly, it's hard to plan it all out when you feel like your on a limb.

but. i plan to make it 4 "issues" maybe more or less or whatever.

Will be making fun of the Real life superheroes who look like they raided their Brothers Closet for Comicon.

but be ready for it by...let's say Next Sunday?? Maybe?
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ok. so i've been getting ENOUGH spam regarding quite a few things.

1.) my level of intelect.
2.) various other things
3.) my personal life
4.) my love life.

so here it is;

1. Yes. i am VERY MUCH WELL aware that Nightwing is a DC Comics character. i did NOT state that the Nightwing that i use is Dick Grayson. in fact the history of my nightwing is that in the beginning he (like dick and the others) was A Robin for a brief time but went off to go by another name. he simply took the name Nightwing when 1.) bruce Died/Went back in time. and 2. When Dick became batman but turned down the role of him.

2. Really? trolls? don't you think you've had enough? seriously if people can't tell fantasy or whatever then whose the real retard? i mean come on. apparently i should say this so listen when i really mean this. if i didn't have an escape, i'd kill myself. i'm not professionally publishing anything. if anything i'm doing this ALL for fun. i wrote most of it  cause i felt like it. i wanted to post it on here to see what you guys think. i mean for god sakes, don't you think i've had enough shit go on in my life that maybe for ONCE i deserve an escape? i mean my family life with my sisters, is shit. my love life, is shit. my relationships with friends or people who want to get to know me, is, well, Shit. Work everything. Shit. maybe i deserve an escape, maybe i deserve to write. i'm not publishing it for Monitary purposes. yes i do want to kill myself at times. but maybe THIS is a BETTER way of cooling and calming myself down.

3. again, Life in general, is shit. Friend is Leaving for Utah in August for 2 years. other former-friends are treating me a villian, got no chance in anything at work and church makes me feel more and more like garbage.

4. a lot of people are telling me that they're going to be here for me, friends both male and female, and i appreciate that more and more every day. but maybe i just want to come home to someone with a smile cause they're happy to see me or get a text from them or for them to call for no reason other than the fact that they missed me.

yes, in that story when "The Hooker" wanted to "show me a good time" I (in the story) turned her down. i put a lot of thought into my writing method. even stuff i WOULD go through. yes to me, Sex is NOT important but it should mean something, not just jump into bed with someone at the drop of the hat and not have them be there. maybe i'm ready for something real. so i put myself in the stories not to be a Mary sue, but for it to be an escape.

it's bad enough that i've given myself a time limit to where i would end my life should the right things shouldn't come along. i'm 28. to some, my life is initially over. to people in their 50's my life is only beginning and i have a lot to look forward to. but my youngest sister is 20. all my sisters have Children. the only thing people think i deserve is to be treated like garbage by others or some hooker to only want me.

if you want a breif what my life is like? it's Sunday. wake up. go to church. deal with people who want to treat me like garbage all because they think i'm worthless and they like to think i've done NOTHING good. my sisters take the sides of their friends. my sisters treat me like i'm stupid. my stepmom considers me the creepy uncle. i'm stuck beneath an Idiot and a retard for my chances to extend in my job. every woman i've been with has moved on and thought of me as a mistake. so truthfully, i think i have every reason to off myself. but i Don't. not yet. not until i'm certain.

so there you have it. why i write, severe honesty. you name it. if you seriously want to care make sure that you do. i'm not going to wait around for friends or watchers to want to care when i do. but that's just how i am. if the people i watch are feeling like crap i'll talk to them about it. but yeah i keep to myself and don't lean on others cause maybe i don't want to be hurt again. so i look for escape.

which, i intend to do right now. (the writing that is.)

take care

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